The Baby Luc: No title.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

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17w 5d

I was prepared to write a cheery post about how Paul and I were nesting this weekend and blah blah blah. But I can't bring myself to do it. My blood is boiling right now. It is only 8:55am EST and my blood is boiling. I feel a frustration cry coming on.

I am 13 shades of hurt, frustrated, sad, and angry. I feel left out, hopeless, worthless and like I mean nothing.

Have a great day.

2 comments:

Lindsay Stemple said...: Do not stress Tiff...whatever it is it will all work out and if someone made you feel this way you tell him how they made you feel!! Whatever is going on if you need someone to talk to just send me an e-mail :); April 1, 2008 at 9:09 AM
Colleen said...: Oooh TIff. I hope you feel better soon.; April 1, 2008 at 2:27 PM

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Milestones

8/22/08 - 13th Appt. Still 1cm, but thinning out! Induction set for 9/2. +2lbs, 23 pounds total!
8/16/08 - Trip to L&D, possible loss of mucous plug.
8/15/08 - 12th Appt. 1cm dilated, +/- 0 pounds, 21 total.
8/8/08 - 11th Appt. Everything great. He's head-down and I am still .5 centimeters dilated. +0 lbs, 21 pounds total!
7/25/08 - 10th Appt. Heartbeat at 140bpm. Baby estimated at 4.5lbs. Mom +.5 pounds, 21 pounds total!
7/11/08 - 9th Appointment. Nice strong heartbeat on the boy. Fingertip dialated. -1.5 pounds, 20.5lbs total!
6/27/08 - 8th Appointment. Busy guy in there! Measuring right on target. +3 pounds, 22lbs total!
6/20/08 - Diagnosed with Gestational Diabetes.
6/13/08 - 7th Appointment, Heartbeat good. Perfect! +6pounds, 19lbs total!
5/16/08 - 6th Appointment, Heartbeat at 140bpm. Everything is perfect! +6lbs, 13lbs total.
5/10/08 - Saw kicks from the outside!
4/18/08 - 20 week ultrasound. Everything is perfect. We have a little boy! Heartbeat at 150bpm. Weight gain +2 lbs., +7 lbs. total.
4/7/08 - First trip to L&D for bleeding. Heartbeat good. Diagnosed with a cervical polyp, put on pelvic rest for 1.5 weeks. All is well.
3/21/08 - 4th Appointment, Heartbeat at 145bpm. Weight gain +5 pounds.
2/21/08 - 3rd Appointment, heard heartbeat on doppler. Weight gain +/- 0
2/18/08 - NT Scan done. Baby looks perfect. Saw and heard heart beating away at 163bpm. Measuring 11w6d. Weight gain +.6 lbs.
2/7/08 - 2nd Appointment, weight gain: +/- 0 lbs.
1/10/08 - First Ultrasound, saw the heartbeat!